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jynx_tsilevon) wrote2012-11-09 04:52 pm
jynx_tsilevon) wrote2012-11-09 04:52 pm
My Beautiful Delirium
I miss my best friend more than anything right now.
If I could propose to anyone, at any moment (including right now), I would propose to Del. Because through all the shit and shenanigans, all the times I needed someone, I had Del. I still have her, even though she's now 3hrs away instead of five minutes.
And that's hard for me. I'm not homesick. I miss Del. I miss Del's house, and her family, and sleeping on the floor in her room, getting scolded by her cat, dancing on her front porch...
I am not going to lie. I think I love Del more than anyone I've ever met. I want nothing more to see her happy and comfortable.
It's just something I randomly thought of today. If no one is Del's Prince Ferio, then...I don't know.
If I could propose to anyone, at any moment (including right now), I would propose to Del. Because through all the shit and shenanigans, all the times I needed someone, I had Del. I still have her, even though she's now 3hrs away instead of five minutes.
And that's hard for me. I'm not homesick. I miss Del. I miss Del's house, and her family, and sleeping on the floor in her room, getting scolded by her cat, dancing on her front porch...
I am not going to lie. I think I love Del more than anyone I've ever met. I want nothing more to see her happy and comfortable.
It's just something I randomly thought of today. If no one is Del's Prince Ferio, then...I don't know.